Sunday, December 5, 2010

The Struggle of a Christian Liberal


The biggest issue with being more on the liberal side of politics yet claiming to be a follower of Christ, is the moment you first tell people. Most look at you and, if not in words, convey the idea that you have for sure been influenced by the evil one. That is, if they don’t start believing you are actually the child of Satan himself! Many probably go behind your back, praying for you that may the “power of Christ compel you!” and such.

One could argue, though, that at least they are not hypocrites.

It is a horrible feeling when people accuse you of being something or someone you have been fighting all your life. It’s like, a lawyer being accused of being a murderer; it’s like a psychologist being accused of being a spy; it’s like a politician being accused of being an anarchist; it’s like Jesus being accused of blasphemy; it’s like God being accused of being evil. It hurts is all I’m saying. In my case it’s being accused of being on the devils’ side. People might not say it in your face, but they look at you and say, “I can’t believe you actually believe something like this!” The interesting thing is, both liberals and conservatives say that when you argue against them.

Politics is a dangerous zone. Not only for those who are heavily involved with it, but for anyone who ever expressed their opinion. It’s like religion. Yet, there is no book or person of reference for it and it is very culture-based.

After being accused –although most might not say it to your face, but you can see in their eyes what they’re thinking- of all these hurtful labels, comes the worst part: you actually start to feel guilty. You feel like you have committed the biggest sin ever by arguing for the devil’s side. I say there is a good 50% chance that I am. But if you are arguing against me, there is also a 50% chance you are arguing for Satan. And there is also a 50% chance that each of us is arguing for God (don’t try to figure out the math – nope, that doesn’t add up to a 100… my point exactly). I would also propose that there is a good chance the issue at hand is not biblically solvable.

“What Would Jesus Do?” questions don’t usually work in these situations either. After all, the Jesus that we *currently* know didn’t struggle socially with issues like the legality of abortion, gay marriage, etc. And there are mixed messages regarding Capitalism in the Bible. Hence, I personally believe that in this evil-driven world, we won’t be able to go based off of the bible all the time (as sad and “evil” that might sound). We would need to turn to the less ideal situation for now, which only requires us to love others and give to them what God has given us freely: grace and forgiveness. It’s not like God hasn’t accepted the less ideal situation himself – he sent his one and only son to die for us… I’m pretty sure God would have liked to avoid that in an “ideal” world!

After all it is written in the bible to not argue about uncertain matters! May God lead our discussions!

Favorite Quotes

Quotes are words that you would say exactly the way it's been said, if only it wouldn't be counted as plagiarism...
  • Psychologist James Mark Baldwin: “My thought of self is…filled up with my thought of others…and my thoughts of others [are] mainly filled up with myself.”“The philosopher has never killed any priests, whereas the priest has killed a great many philosophers.” -Denis Diderot
  • "A woman left lonely, will soon grow tired of waiting, She'll do crazy things on lonely occasions." - Janice Joplin
  • Grown-ups never understand anything by themselves, and it is exhausting for children to have to provide explanations over and over again. -Antoine de Saint-Exupery, The Little Prince
  • "You're lovely, but you're empty," he went on. "One couldn't die for you... my rose, all on her own, is more important than you altogether, since she's the one I've watered... Since she's the one I sheltered behind a screen... Since's she the one I listened to when she complained, or when she boasted, or even sometimes when she said nothing at all. Since she's my rose." -The Little Prince
  • “You know--one loves the sunset, when one is so sad…” -The Little Prince
  • " I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." -Kurt Cobain
  • The duty of youth is to challenge corruption. -Kurt Cobain
  • I used to live in a room full of mirrors; all I could see was me. I take my spirit and I crash my mirrors, now the whole world is here for me to see. -Jimi Hendrix
  • I'm one of those regular weird people. -Janis Joplin

    Monday, November 29, 2010

    I just remembered that I have this blog. Hah! Due to the fact that I am very busy, I will just write a short bullet point update of my life:
    • I AM SO BUSY WITH SCHOOL!
    • I LOVE SCHOOL!
    • I got accepted to do my senior thesis on Delinquent Youth and their Attachment Hierarchies (Since no one else reads this I won't go into details of this)
    • I'm trying to follow God's will in small things so that God would show me his will in BIGGER things (as the verses in Romans say)
    • Some stuff are creepy in my life. Due to the creepiness I won't explain them here.
    • I love doing research.
    • I'm kinda hating my stats class. But I LOVE my discrete math class.
    • Ummm. Ok. BYE! :)

    Monday, July 5, 2010

    Happiness is real only when shared

    I have really come to realize that I am not as independent as I thought I was. I need people more than I would like to admit. Happiness is oh so only real when shared! I am alone right now... so alone. I would however, differentiate between alone and lonely.
    Lonely is when you don't feel supported, feel like you don't have anyone, feel like no one is there for you, and that you are just going through life without anyone. It's more of a state of being... sense as if it is permanent.
    Alone, however, is a situation. It's when you literally don't have people around you. It's when you can't be social, because society is hidden in the darkness of the night. Alone, is when you know you are loved, but the one(s) who love you are not physically there, or you can't see them (in case of God).

    I am more alone than lonely. Yes, sometimes I do feel lonely. But that is a lie. I am so not lonely. God is with me. and Jesus, breaking through the barriers of time and all, is always present by me.

    God made us in His own image. I presume He wasn't so surprised when Adam desired another companion. We all want someone, some PERSON, someone who wants us, NEEDS us, and is made for us!

    I am made for God, but someone else is made for me. He is made for me, but mostly he is made for God.

    We are social beings. Oh how I know today that, "happiness is only real when shared."

    Sunday, July 4, 2010

    First time ever writing a blog really. and for no one. other than me. it is for self discovery. not self delivery.
    This is me. the person who is stuck in the body of the person labeled as Kiana. who am i. that is my very own question. would i be a different being, person if my parents named me something else.?.
    I always thought i would find myself when i am left alone. away from society. but now i know. i know i am so dependent on society. i needed my name. i need to be defined. who will i allow to define me? when i die. who has died?
    I've come to understand this quote: "happiness is when shared." who will i share my happiness with. who will be by my side at all times. who. who. ?